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Only You [10/??]
Title: Only You
Pairing: Yunho/Yoochun, Junsu/Jaejoong, Changmin/Jihyo
Genre: Romance/Angst/Drama
Rating: NC-17
Idea: Plot idea by Serkadios@nanowrimo.org
Warning: Incest, Un-beta'd
Summary: The human race is split into two nations; one for men and the other for women. The government has stripped them all from anything sexual pertaining to the opposite sex. So, how will love prevail in a society so broken and will anyone bring the community back to the way it was before?
-x-
A/N: Some past dramas will end in this chapter, while new dramas will begin soon. And if any of my readers read my other story, Color Of Confusion, you will see a familiar scene. And I just want to confirm, that the idea of said scene was planned ahead for this story months before I even wrote that scene for Color Of Confusion. So I just want to clarify before anyone thinks I took the idea from my previous story.
-x-
"Junsu, do you know where my ointment is? I can't find it in my drawer," Jaejoong asked the next morning. Junsu shrugged as he continued to fix his bed,
"I don't know. Just buy a new one."
"I can't buy a new one. I haven't finished the one I lost," Jaejoong crossed his arms. Junsu turned around to face the older boy and sighed,
"But what if you can't find it? You'll have to buy a new one if that happens. So, might as well."
"Do you think the main office might have found it?" Jaejoong questioned hopefully. Junsu bit his lip,
"I don't think they --"
"I'll try there first, see you at breakfast?" Jaejoong smiled, pressing a kiss to Junsu's cheek before leaving the room. Junsu gripped his blanket tight in his fist as the door closed. He hoped that Jaejoong wouldn't find out what had happened last night.
It'll definitely break him.
-x-
Jaejoong never expected to get a lecture when he arrived at the main office. He thought he would get there, find his ointment, and leave. But instead, when he had asked them if they found an ointment bottle, one officer in particular walked up to him with a smirk,
"This is yours?"
Jaejoong looked at the bottle in the man's hand and nodded hesitantly, "Yes. It's mine."
The man leaned in close and cocked his head to the side, eyes staring mischeviously at Jaejoong who shrunk back in nervousness,
"Do you know where I found this?"
Jaejoong shook his head and let his eyes cast down on the ground. He didn't like the way the man was looking at him.
"I found it at the entrance of the building. Can you tell me how your precious ointment was laying there?"
Jaejoong shot his head up at the news. Why would his ointment be at the entrance of the building?
"I-I don't know," Jaejoong whispered. The man looked at Jaejoong closely and figured that he didn't really know by the confusion on the boy's face. The man scoffed, irritated at the lost opportunity to report something important to the higher officials,
"Here. And don't let me find this again, got it?"
Jaejoong took the bottle into his hands and nodded before quickly excusing himself and leaving the office. Once the door shut behind him, Jaejoong leaned heavily on the wall and released a breath he didn't realized he held in. He looked down at his ointment,
"Why would it be at the entrance?"
-x-
"Seungri . . ." Yoochun mumbled to himself as he sat alone in the library. Flashbacks of what happened last night had him cocking his head in confusion. Jaejoong was calling out a person's name who happened to be dead and apparently it happened right when Junsu came into their lives. Which meant that he should've known what Junsu was talking about, but he didn't. He didn't know who this Hyunjoong was or how he was related to Jaejoong. He felt out of the loop and it annoyed him.
"How can I ask about Seungri without sounding suspicious?"
Yoochun let out a huff and stood up. He headed down to the administration office and walked up to the counter.
"Can I find someone?"
The man at the counter stared at him listlessly. Yoochun took a quick scan of the staff in the office and breathed a sigh of relief. He was glad that the staff had just changed shifts and now the converted males or what he liked to call them, "mindless robots", were now on the hour. Which also meant that he wouldn't be questioned for anything if he had asked something out of the ordinary.
"Um," Yoochun wet his lips and leaned over the counter,
"Can you tell me if Officer Seungri still resides here?"
The man shifted his attention to the computer screen and typed something on the keyboard. Then the man turned back to Yoochun,
"Floor 2 in the next dorm building."
Yoochun furrowed his brow, "So, he's still alive."
He rushed out of the room before the regular staff returned from their break and headed out of the building. He stared at a similar looking building not far from where he stood, probably a few yards away.
"I can't go there without permission from one of the officers," Yoochun whispered in frustration. He needed to meet with Seungri at all cost.
-x-
Changmin sat under one of the trees near the auditorium and let the fingers card through his hair gently. Earlier that morning, as if on clockwork, Jaejoong was at his door right after inspection to take him down to breakfast. Then after that, Jaejoong decided to take him on a little walk before settling down on the bench for some relaxation. Changmin didn't reject the older boy's touch, nor did he care that it was his possessive hyung. He was too distracted with his thoughts on Jihyo and of their talk the previous night.
"You're very obedient today, Changmin-ah . . ." Jaejoong whispered with a small smile. Changmin ignored the comment and frowned as he replayed his talk with Jihyo in his head. He didn't mean to start a fight with Jihyo. It wasn't how he had visualized his first talk with the older girl to be. His feelings of possessiveness just came out too strong.
"Changmin?" Changmin heard Jaejoong question and he found himself sitting up, no longer laying his head on his hyung's lap. He turned to Jaejoong, who had been acting weird around him ever since that day he was thrown in the basement by his very trusted hyung, Kim Junsu. He had played everyone for far too long. He couldn't pretend to be broken anymore.
"Sorry, hyung. But, please don't come near me anymore."
Changmin stood up from the bench and walked back to the dorm rooms, leaving Jaejoong behind, stunned. When he walked in through the entrance doors, Changmin bumped into Yoochun. The older boy seemed to be lost in his thoughts and shoulders tense. Changmin had been worried for quite a while about Yoochun's and Yunho's broken relationship and wondered when they were going to be back together.
When he first met Yoochun, he felt happy for Yunho. He could tell just how much Yunho had change since he had been around the other boy. Even though he didn't know what to call the feeling that both Yoochun and Yunho had, Changmin knew that Yoochun was the perfect one for his hyung. Yunho had changed from the stuck-up loner to an outgoing guy who smiled all the time. It was the first time he had saw that side of Yunho. And it was all thank to Yoochun.
"Oh . . . Changmin-ah . . ."
Changmin pouted, "What's wrong?"
The other boy opened his mouth in shock at the perfectly sounded sentence and quickly pulled Changmin away from the dorm building entrance.
"You - You -"
Changmin smiled his infamous mismatched eyes, "Yes. I can talk, hyung."
Yoochun pulled him into a bear hug and laughed in disbelief, "When? How?"
"Since always. It'll take more than a beating and some threats to break me down," Changmin said and Yoochun pulled away from the hug,
"You don't know how glad I am that you're back to the Minnie I know and love."
"Hyung," Changmin whined with a frown, "You know how much I hate that nickname."
Yoochun chuckled and pat him on the back, "Right. Wait . . . Does anyone else know about this?"
"I told Jaejoong-hyung just now. Although, I don't think he took the news all that well," Changmin winced when he remembered the look on the older boy's face. Yoochun nodded. He knew how protective Jaejoong was to the boy, so it would make sense that Jaejoong would be disappointed.
But at the mention of his soulmate, however, Yoochun was reminded of his task. He looked over at a particular dorm building and Changmin followed Yoochun's gaze. Changmin continued to speak,
"And . . . Yunho-hyung knows as well."
Yoochun pressed his lips into a thin line at the mention of his boyfriend.
"Can't you guys make up?" Changmin asked timidly and Yoochun scoffed at the request,
"Why should I make up with that scumbag?"
Changmin was shocked, "That's not fair. Why is Yunho-hyung a scumbag?"
"Because!" Yoochun hissed, turning around to face the taller boy and his voice wavered,
"He . . . He cheated on me."
"Hyung," Changmin reached out towards the other boy, "Are you sure?"
"I'm not blind! I saw him crossing the border. You know what's on the other side, Changmin-ah. There's no one but women beyond there," Yoochun growled. Changmin finally understood what happened,
"You got it all wrong. Yunho-hyung will never cheat on anyone, especially you. He still loves you very much."
"I saw what I saw!" Yoochun shouted.
"It was for me," Changmin confessed in a whisper and looked around to see if anyone was listening,
"I asked him to help me find Jihyo-nuna."
Yoochun looked at him with an unreadable expression, "You . . . what?"
Changmin stepped forward apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. But he said that he felt bad for me."
"How could you put Yunho in danger like that?" Yoochun ground out.
"But he didn't get caught, hyung!" Changmin shouted.
-x-
"Junsu, wake up! Wake up! Please, you have to save Hyunjoong! He's -- He's going to the border. He's -- Please, Junsu!"
"Save him, Junsu! Please, I can't -- He can't die!"
-x-
Yoochun closed his eyes and leaned against the wall of the building,
"It doesn't matter if Yunho didn't get caught. He shouldn't have gone there in the first place. It's dangerous, Changmin-ah. Don't you know that? You can get killed if someone sees you on the other side."
Changmin furrowed his brow in worry, "Jaejoong-hyung said something like that too."
Yoochun froze at the mention of his soulmate as Changmin continued to speak,
"But I didn't think it would be true. I thought it was to scare me."
Yoochun sighed at how careless the younger boy was being, "Never take any warning lightly. It is said for a reason. The government is very serious with what they want. I'm sure you've experienced firsthand of what they're capable of doing."
Changmin shivered at the memory of his time down in the basement and nodded. Even though the punishment didn't necessarily break him down, the experience alone had him seeing nightmares for the next few days.
"But . . . I'm glad that you told me the truth about Yunho," Yoochun forced a smile on his face.
"So you'll make up with Yunho-hyung?" Changmin asked hopefully.
"Later," Yoochun said and looked over at the dorm building. Changmin noticed the distraction,
"What's over there? You've been distracted throughout the whole conversation."
Yoochun turned to look at the younger boy and smirked, "Stop being so observant about everything and run along."
"If you're sure . . ." Changmin took a few hesitant steps into the building.
"Changmin-ah," Yoochun called out when the other boy was almost out of sight. Changmin turned back and waited. Yoochun let a genuine smile grace his features,
"I mean it, Changmin-ah. I'm glad you're back."
Changmin let out a bark of laughter before heading into the Dining Hall. Yoochun look back at the dorm building,
"Now . . . how am I going to get in?"
-x-
Junsu looked up from his book at the sound of the door opening. Jaejoong was quiet as he walked in and didn't make eye contact when he buried his face into the pillow. Junsu closed his book and crossed the room to where the older boy lay,
"Did something happen?"
"He played me, that idiot," Jaejoong's voice was muffled, but Junsu heard every word perfectly.
"Who?"
"Changmin, that's who!"
Junsu sat down on the edge of the bed, "I don't understand."
"He was fine all along. They didn't break him enough, Junsu-ah. I thought . . . I thought I had finally had him. But he's gone from my grasp again."
"You can't keep doing this to yourself, Jae . . ." Junsu whispered, rubbing the older boy's back in comfort. Jaejoong sat up suddenly,
"And what exactly am I doing, Junsu-ah? Is it wrong to love someone as much as I do with Changmin?"
"No . . ." Junsu whispered, "But you know that it's not really Changmin who you love."
Jaejoong slapped him across the cheek, "Bastard."
"It's Hyunjoong. He's the one who you really love," Junsu said and winced when Jaejoong punched and shoved him in the chest,
"Shut up!"
"Jaejoong . . . Jaejoong!" Junsu grasped the flailing arms and held the other still,
"Stop running away. Stop running away from your past. Just accept that he's dead."
"No! That idiot! That stupid idiot . . . I still see him in Changmin, Junsu-ah . . . I still see him . . . Why can't you see that?" Jaejoong sobbed and collapsed onto Junsu's chest. Junsu wrapped his arms around the older boy,
"I'm sorry that I can't see what you see, but you can't confuse Changmin like this. He deserves his own happiness, but he can't move forward with his life if you're always there to stop him."
Jaejoong cried harder and clutched at Junsu's shirt, "I want him back, Junsu-ah. I miss Hyunjoong so much."
Junsu hugged the older boy harder, "I know. I know."
-x-
Yoochun sat on the stone ledge outside of the next dorm building for what felt like hours, playing with his lighter. Then he heard a voice.
"You're not supposed to be outside. Who's your officer?"
Yoochun froze, caught off guard by the officer who stood before him. He wasn't supposed to be spotted.
"I asked you a question," the man commanded, "Who is your officer?"
"He's with me," Yoochun heard the familiar deep voice. He held in a gasp as Yunho tried to persuade the man that he had an errand in the building. The man then turned to Yoochun,
"Who is it?"
Yoochun frowned, but Yunho clarified for him,
"Who are you here to see?"
"S-Seungri . . ." Yoochun whispered and the man walked into the building. When they were finally alone, Yunho spoke up, surprising Yoochun,
"I heard from Changmin that you were getting yourself into trouble."
"So . . . Changmin's the snitch . . ." Yoochun whispered with an amused chuckle and then frowned, turning over to the older boy,
"But, why did he listened to you?"
"That's . . ." Yunho began, but the man returned from the building.
"I've alerted Seungri. He's waiting for you on the second floor."
"Do you want me to wait for you?" Yunho asked in concern, but Yoochun shook his head,
"I'll be fine."
Yoochun followed the man into the building without a look back. He walked into the elevator and waited until he was at the second floor. He found Seungri waiting out in the hallway with arms crossed about his chest.
"So what is your business with me that you had to lie about being an errand boy, because I don't remember waiting for a message from anyone?"
"I . . . I wanted to ask you if you remember something that happened two years ago," Yoochun said. Seungri stared hard at him,
"Many things happened in the past two years. If you're not going to be specific about the event, then I'm heading back in."
Yoochun waited until the other man turned away before speaking loudly,
"Kim Jaejoong and Hyunjoong."
Seungri turned back around with a sly smirk, then scanned Yoochun's body from head to toe with an approval nod,
"I remember them. However, what you're asking me for, is disclosed to the public. Only the government officials are allowed to look at those records. And if you're that desperate to look at them, then you have to get permission."
"Permission how?" Yoochun asked.
"I've heard a case about you a few weeks ago. Something about spreading your legs for your roommate," Seungri stated and Yoochun remembered the case perfectly. He clenched his hands tight against his side.
"Since you want something from me, then -- " Seungri began, but Yoochun cut him off.
"No," Yoochun snapped, "I won't do it."
Seungri stood firm, "Then the information you want from me wasn't that important in the first place if you're not willing to do anything for it."
Yoochun clenched his jaw and turned back to the elevator. Before the sliding doors closed, he heard Seungri's last words,
"You'll be back."
-x-
"This is Tony Ahn, Eric Mun and Kangin," Sungjong introduced. Yunho nodded his head in acknowledgment to the other three Sergeant Majors that he would be working with.
Sungjong turned to Yunho, "I've already assigned you a team to train. I suggest that you watch how Tony, Eric and Kangin effectively train their soldiers. If your movements aren't as strong and consistent, then your team will reflect the leader. So, better be ready to work hard and train your team to be the best soldiers that our country ever has, okay?"
Yunho nodded in determination. With a clap on Yunho's back, Sungjong left the training hall.
"Come with us. I'm pretty sure that Sungjong has already showed you where the training room is and gave you a basic rundown of the type of exercises we'll be conducting to get our team into tip-top shape, right?" Tony asked.
"He did," Yunho answered.
"But now, you have to teach a group of 30 people and you have to observe each individual closely. We have a sheet of paper with your team members name on it. In the blank space next to each name, write down things that they need to improve on and their time for each of the exercises. It's important to record every bit of data. Each exercise is a 500 count and their break is 10 minutes only, no longer than that," Tony continued and Yunho nodded again.
"Any questions? I'm sure you have plenty?" It was Eric who spoke up this time.
"Are the 10 minute break in between each set of exercises?" Yunho asked.
"And how many exercise sets do we have?" Kangin asked him. Yunho thought for a second,
"We have 20 sets."
"Good," Kangin nodded, "Then that 10 minute break will be given after 10 exercise sets are done. We wanted to raise our soldier's stamina and we found during our first trial run, that this was the effective way to achieve it."
Yunho wanted to voice his displeasure of the harsh training exercise. He wanted to train his team, not kill them.
"And this training will be held four times a week from 5pm - 12am for six months. Even on Breeding Week, we will not lose any amount of training. I know that everyone might have different groups on different days in the week, but it is you as leader that has to be present in the training hall to train those that are either done or waiting for their turn during Breeding Week," Eric said. Yunho nodded in understanding, but frowned,
"I have a night class."
"Sungjong has already informed your teacher of the issue, so your teacher has adjusted his test and exam schedule to fit with your training schedule," Eric answered and Yunho nodded slowly.
"If you don't have any more questions, then let's go meet with your team. They're waiting for you at the training hall," Tony said. Yunho followed the three males into the training hall where his team sat waiting for them. When Yunho was given the clipboard of the names, he scanned every single face and recognized one male in particular.
After going through each introduction, he finally knew the name of the boy he had always saw as Changmin's roommate. Kim Kibum.
-x-
Yoochun headed back to the library after a disappointing conversation with Seungri. He hoped he would get the answers he need easily, but the other man made things difficult by proposing something in return. He tried to request the information through the computer database in the library, but the staff wouldn't allow him to see them without a proper excuse.
He even thought about going to Junsu and talking about what happened with the boy, but he knew that the other would be stubborn about the issue. But then it left Jaejoong. He saw firsthand of how vulnerable the boy could be and knew that if he asked about the other's past, it would be a repeat of that night and he didn't want to see Jaejoong in so much pain again.
"I'm all out of ideas," Yoochun sighed, lighting a cigarette outside the dorm building and leaned against the pillar as he stared at the night sky. Then his eyes traveled over to the dorm building a few yards away and quickly casted his eyes away. He couldn't give in so easily. He shouldn't have to resort to such measures just to learn about Jaejoong's past. He shouldn't, but he wanted to understand his soulmate so much.
Before he had time to think things through, he found himself walking towards the dorm building and heading into the elevator.
"You'll be back."
Yoochun steadied his breathing when he arrived on the second floor. He made the familiar walk to Seungri's room and knew that the other man would still be up.
He took a shaky breath and knocked on the door. He heard the footsteps and saw the door opening. Seungri stood on the other side with a knowing smile on his face.
Disgusting.
Yoochun clenched his hands into fists as his side when he walked further into the room and heard the door closed behind him.
"Now . . ." the voice was low and close at his ear.
Yoochun stiffened when arms wound around to his front and felt a body against his back. The fingers unbuttoned his shirt as he felt lips on his neck,
" . . . Let's see what you have to offer."
-x-
A/N: Kim Kibum from Super Junior and not Key from SHINee.
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Pairing: Yunho/Yoochun, Junsu/Jaejoong, Changmin/Jihyo
Genre: Romance/Angst/Drama
Rating: NC-17
Idea: Plot idea by Serkadios@nanowrimo.org
Warning: Incest, Un-beta'd
Summary: The human race is split into two nations; one for men and the other for women. The government has stripped them all from anything sexual pertaining to the opposite sex. So, how will love prevail in a society so broken and will anyone bring the community back to the way it was before?
-x-
A/N: Some past dramas will end in this chapter, while new dramas will begin soon. And if any of my readers read my other story, Color Of Confusion, you will see a familiar scene. And I just want to confirm, that the idea of said scene was planned ahead for this story months before I even wrote that scene for Color Of Confusion. So I just want to clarify before anyone thinks I took the idea from my previous story.
-x-
"Junsu, do you know where my ointment is? I can't find it in my drawer," Jaejoong asked the next morning. Junsu shrugged as he continued to fix his bed,
"I don't know. Just buy a new one."
"I can't buy a new one. I haven't finished the one I lost," Jaejoong crossed his arms. Junsu turned around to face the older boy and sighed,
"But what if you can't find it? You'll have to buy a new one if that happens. So, might as well."
"Do you think the main office might have found it?" Jaejoong questioned hopefully. Junsu bit his lip,
"I don't think they --"
"I'll try there first, see you at breakfast?" Jaejoong smiled, pressing a kiss to Junsu's cheek before leaving the room. Junsu gripped his blanket tight in his fist as the door closed. He hoped that Jaejoong wouldn't find out what had happened last night.
It'll definitely break him.
-x-
Jaejoong never expected to get a lecture when he arrived at the main office. He thought he would get there, find his ointment, and leave. But instead, when he had asked them if they found an ointment bottle, one officer in particular walked up to him with a smirk,
"This is yours?"
Jaejoong looked at the bottle in the man's hand and nodded hesitantly, "Yes. It's mine."
The man leaned in close and cocked his head to the side, eyes staring mischeviously at Jaejoong who shrunk back in nervousness,
"Do you know where I found this?"
Jaejoong shook his head and let his eyes cast down on the ground. He didn't like the way the man was looking at him.
"I found it at the entrance of the building. Can you tell me how your precious ointment was laying there?"
Jaejoong shot his head up at the news. Why would his ointment be at the entrance of the building?
"I-I don't know," Jaejoong whispered. The man looked at Jaejoong closely and figured that he didn't really know by the confusion on the boy's face. The man scoffed, irritated at the lost opportunity to report something important to the higher officials,
"Here. And don't let me find this again, got it?"
Jaejoong took the bottle into his hands and nodded before quickly excusing himself and leaving the office. Once the door shut behind him, Jaejoong leaned heavily on the wall and released a breath he didn't realized he held in. He looked down at his ointment,
"Why would it be at the entrance?"
-x-
"Seungri . . ." Yoochun mumbled to himself as he sat alone in the library. Flashbacks of what happened last night had him cocking his head in confusion. Jaejoong was calling out a person's name who happened to be dead and apparently it happened right when Junsu came into their lives. Which meant that he should've known what Junsu was talking about, but he didn't. He didn't know who this Hyunjoong was or how he was related to Jaejoong. He felt out of the loop and it annoyed him.
"How can I ask about Seungri without sounding suspicious?"
Yoochun let out a huff and stood up. He headed down to the administration office and walked up to the counter.
"Can I find someone?"
The man at the counter stared at him listlessly. Yoochun took a quick scan of the staff in the office and breathed a sigh of relief. He was glad that the staff had just changed shifts and now the converted males or what he liked to call them, "mindless robots", were now on the hour. Which also meant that he wouldn't be questioned for anything if he had asked something out of the ordinary.
"Um," Yoochun wet his lips and leaned over the counter,
"Can you tell me if Officer Seungri still resides here?"
The man shifted his attention to the computer screen and typed something on the keyboard. Then the man turned back to Yoochun,
"Floor 2 in the next dorm building."
Yoochun furrowed his brow, "So, he's still alive."
He rushed out of the room before the regular staff returned from their break and headed out of the building. He stared at a similar looking building not far from where he stood, probably a few yards away.
"I can't go there without permission from one of the officers," Yoochun whispered in frustration. He needed to meet with Seungri at all cost.
-x-
Changmin sat under one of the trees near the auditorium and let the fingers card through his hair gently. Earlier that morning, as if on clockwork, Jaejoong was at his door right after inspection to take him down to breakfast. Then after that, Jaejoong decided to take him on a little walk before settling down on the bench for some relaxation. Changmin didn't reject the older boy's touch, nor did he care that it was his possessive hyung. He was too distracted with his thoughts on Jihyo and of their talk the previous night.
"You're very obedient today, Changmin-ah . . ." Jaejoong whispered with a small smile. Changmin ignored the comment and frowned as he replayed his talk with Jihyo in his head. He didn't mean to start a fight with Jihyo. It wasn't how he had visualized his first talk with the older girl to be. His feelings of possessiveness just came out too strong.
"Changmin?" Changmin heard Jaejoong question and he found himself sitting up, no longer laying his head on his hyung's lap. He turned to Jaejoong, who had been acting weird around him ever since that day he was thrown in the basement by his very trusted hyung, Kim Junsu. He had played everyone for far too long. He couldn't pretend to be broken anymore.
"Sorry, hyung. But, please don't come near me anymore."
Changmin stood up from the bench and walked back to the dorm rooms, leaving Jaejoong behind, stunned. When he walked in through the entrance doors, Changmin bumped into Yoochun. The older boy seemed to be lost in his thoughts and shoulders tense. Changmin had been worried for quite a while about Yoochun's and Yunho's broken relationship and wondered when they were going to be back together.
When he first met Yoochun, he felt happy for Yunho. He could tell just how much Yunho had change since he had been around the other boy. Even though he didn't know what to call the feeling that both Yoochun and Yunho had, Changmin knew that Yoochun was the perfect one for his hyung. Yunho had changed from the stuck-up loner to an outgoing guy who smiled all the time. It was the first time he had saw that side of Yunho. And it was all thank to Yoochun.
"Oh . . . Changmin-ah . . ."
Changmin pouted, "What's wrong?"
The other boy opened his mouth in shock at the perfectly sounded sentence and quickly pulled Changmin away from the dorm building entrance.
"You - You -"
Changmin smiled his infamous mismatched eyes, "Yes. I can talk, hyung."
Yoochun pulled him into a bear hug and laughed in disbelief, "When? How?"
"Since always. It'll take more than a beating and some threats to break me down," Changmin said and Yoochun pulled away from the hug,
"You don't know how glad I am that you're back to the Minnie I know and love."
"Hyung," Changmin whined with a frown, "You know how much I hate that nickname."
Yoochun chuckled and pat him on the back, "Right. Wait . . . Does anyone else know about this?"
"I told Jaejoong-hyung just now. Although, I don't think he took the news all that well," Changmin winced when he remembered the look on the older boy's face. Yoochun nodded. He knew how protective Jaejoong was to the boy, so it would make sense that Jaejoong would be disappointed.
But at the mention of his soulmate, however, Yoochun was reminded of his task. He looked over at a particular dorm building and Changmin followed Yoochun's gaze. Changmin continued to speak,
"And . . . Yunho-hyung knows as well."
Yoochun pressed his lips into a thin line at the mention of his boyfriend.
"Can't you guys make up?" Changmin asked timidly and Yoochun scoffed at the request,
"Why should I make up with that scumbag?"
Changmin was shocked, "That's not fair. Why is Yunho-hyung a scumbag?"
"Because!" Yoochun hissed, turning around to face the taller boy and his voice wavered,
"He . . . He cheated on me."
"Hyung," Changmin reached out towards the other boy, "Are you sure?"
"I'm not blind! I saw him crossing the border. You know what's on the other side, Changmin-ah. There's no one but women beyond there," Yoochun growled. Changmin finally understood what happened,
"You got it all wrong. Yunho-hyung will never cheat on anyone, especially you. He still loves you very much."
"I saw what I saw!" Yoochun shouted.
"It was for me," Changmin confessed in a whisper and looked around to see if anyone was listening,
"I asked him to help me find Jihyo-nuna."
Yoochun looked at him with an unreadable expression, "You . . . what?"
Changmin stepped forward apologetically, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. But he said that he felt bad for me."
"How could you put Yunho in danger like that?" Yoochun ground out.
"But he didn't get caught, hyung!" Changmin shouted.
-x-
"Junsu, wake up! Wake up! Please, you have to save Hyunjoong! He's -- He's going to the border. He's -- Please, Junsu!"
"Save him, Junsu! Please, I can't -- He can't die!"
-x-
Yoochun closed his eyes and leaned against the wall of the building,
"It doesn't matter if Yunho didn't get caught. He shouldn't have gone there in the first place. It's dangerous, Changmin-ah. Don't you know that? You can get killed if someone sees you on the other side."
Changmin furrowed his brow in worry, "Jaejoong-hyung said something like that too."
Yoochun froze at the mention of his soulmate as Changmin continued to speak,
"But I didn't think it would be true. I thought it was to scare me."
Yoochun sighed at how careless the younger boy was being, "Never take any warning lightly. It is said for a reason. The government is very serious with what they want. I'm sure you've experienced firsthand of what they're capable of doing."
Changmin shivered at the memory of his time down in the basement and nodded. Even though the punishment didn't necessarily break him down, the experience alone had him seeing nightmares for the next few days.
"But . . . I'm glad that you told me the truth about Yunho," Yoochun forced a smile on his face.
"So you'll make up with Yunho-hyung?" Changmin asked hopefully.
"Later," Yoochun said and looked over at the dorm building. Changmin noticed the distraction,
"What's over there? You've been distracted throughout the whole conversation."
Yoochun turned to look at the younger boy and smirked, "Stop being so observant about everything and run along."
"If you're sure . . ." Changmin took a few hesitant steps into the building.
"Changmin-ah," Yoochun called out when the other boy was almost out of sight. Changmin turned back and waited. Yoochun let a genuine smile grace his features,
"I mean it, Changmin-ah. I'm glad you're back."
Changmin let out a bark of laughter before heading into the Dining Hall. Yoochun look back at the dorm building,
"Now . . . how am I going to get in?"
-x-
Junsu looked up from his book at the sound of the door opening. Jaejoong was quiet as he walked in and didn't make eye contact when he buried his face into the pillow. Junsu closed his book and crossed the room to where the older boy lay,
"Did something happen?"
"He played me, that idiot," Jaejoong's voice was muffled, but Junsu heard every word perfectly.
"Who?"
"Changmin, that's who!"
Junsu sat down on the edge of the bed, "I don't understand."
"He was fine all along. They didn't break him enough, Junsu-ah. I thought . . . I thought I had finally had him. But he's gone from my grasp again."
"You can't keep doing this to yourself, Jae . . ." Junsu whispered, rubbing the older boy's back in comfort. Jaejoong sat up suddenly,
"And what exactly am I doing, Junsu-ah? Is it wrong to love someone as much as I do with Changmin?"
"No . . ." Junsu whispered, "But you know that it's not really Changmin who you love."
Jaejoong slapped him across the cheek, "Bastard."
"It's Hyunjoong. He's the one who you really love," Junsu said and winced when Jaejoong punched and shoved him in the chest,
"Shut up!"
"Jaejoong . . . Jaejoong!" Junsu grasped the flailing arms and held the other still,
"Stop running away. Stop running away from your past. Just accept that he's dead."
"No! That idiot! That stupid idiot . . . I still see him in Changmin, Junsu-ah . . . I still see him . . . Why can't you see that?" Jaejoong sobbed and collapsed onto Junsu's chest. Junsu wrapped his arms around the older boy,
"I'm sorry that I can't see what you see, but you can't confuse Changmin like this. He deserves his own happiness, but he can't move forward with his life if you're always there to stop him."
Jaejoong cried harder and clutched at Junsu's shirt, "I want him back, Junsu-ah. I miss Hyunjoong so much."
Junsu hugged the older boy harder, "I know. I know."
-x-
Yoochun sat on the stone ledge outside of the next dorm building for what felt like hours, playing with his lighter. Then he heard a voice.
"You're not supposed to be outside. Who's your officer?"
Yoochun froze, caught off guard by the officer who stood before him. He wasn't supposed to be spotted.
"I asked you a question," the man commanded, "Who is your officer?"
"He's with me," Yoochun heard the familiar deep voice. He held in a gasp as Yunho tried to persuade the man that he had an errand in the building. The man then turned to Yoochun,
"Who is it?"
Yoochun frowned, but Yunho clarified for him,
"Who are you here to see?"
"S-Seungri . . ." Yoochun whispered and the man walked into the building. When they were finally alone, Yunho spoke up, surprising Yoochun,
"I heard from Changmin that you were getting yourself into trouble."
"So . . . Changmin's the snitch . . ." Yoochun whispered with an amused chuckle and then frowned, turning over to the older boy,
"But, why did he listened to you?"
"That's . . ." Yunho began, but the man returned from the building.
"I've alerted Seungri. He's waiting for you on the second floor."
"Do you want me to wait for you?" Yunho asked in concern, but Yoochun shook his head,
"I'll be fine."
Yoochun followed the man into the building without a look back. He walked into the elevator and waited until he was at the second floor. He found Seungri waiting out in the hallway with arms crossed about his chest.
"So what is your business with me that you had to lie about being an errand boy, because I don't remember waiting for a message from anyone?"
"I . . . I wanted to ask you if you remember something that happened two years ago," Yoochun said. Seungri stared hard at him,
"Many things happened in the past two years. If you're not going to be specific about the event, then I'm heading back in."
Yoochun waited until the other man turned away before speaking loudly,
"Kim Jaejoong and Hyunjoong."
Seungri turned back around with a sly smirk, then scanned Yoochun's body from head to toe with an approval nod,
"I remember them. However, what you're asking me for, is disclosed to the public. Only the government officials are allowed to look at those records. And if you're that desperate to look at them, then you have to get permission."
"Permission how?" Yoochun asked.
"I've heard a case about you a few weeks ago. Something about spreading your legs for your roommate," Seungri stated and Yoochun remembered the case perfectly. He clenched his hands tight against his side.
"Since you want something from me, then -- " Seungri began, but Yoochun cut him off.
"No," Yoochun snapped, "I won't do it."
Seungri stood firm, "Then the information you want from me wasn't that important in the first place if you're not willing to do anything for it."
Yoochun clenched his jaw and turned back to the elevator. Before the sliding doors closed, he heard Seungri's last words,
"You'll be back."
-x-
"This is Tony Ahn, Eric Mun and Kangin," Sungjong introduced. Yunho nodded his head in acknowledgment to the other three Sergeant Majors that he would be working with.
Sungjong turned to Yunho, "I've already assigned you a team to train. I suggest that you watch how Tony, Eric and Kangin effectively train their soldiers. If your movements aren't as strong and consistent, then your team will reflect the leader. So, better be ready to work hard and train your team to be the best soldiers that our country ever has, okay?"
Yunho nodded in determination. With a clap on Yunho's back, Sungjong left the training hall.
"Come with us. I'm pretty sure that Sungjong has already showed you where the training room is and gave you a basic rundown of the type of exercises we'll be conducting to get our team into tip-top shape, right?" Tony asked.
"He did," Yunho answered.
"But now, you have to teach a group of 30 people and you have to observe each individual closely. We have a sheet of paper with your team members name on it. In the blank space next to each name, write down things that they need to improve on and their time for each of the exercises. It's important to record every bit of data. Each exercise is a 500 count and their break is 10 minutes only, no longer than that," Tony continued and Yunho nodded again.
"Any questions? I'm sure you have plenty?" It was Eric who spoke up this time.
"Are the 10 minute break in between each set of exercises?" Yunho asked.
"And how many exercise sets do we have?" Kangin asked him. Yunho thought for a second,
"We have 20 sets."
"Good," Kangin nodded, "Then that 10 minute break will be given after 10 exercise sets are done. We wanted to raise our soldier's stamina and we found during our first trial run, that this was the effective way to achieve it."
Yunho wanted to voice his displeasure of the harsh training exercise. He wanted to train his team, not kill them.
"And this training will be held four times a week from 5pm - 12am for six months. Even on Breeding Week, we will not lose any amount of training. I know that everyone might have different groups on different days in the week, but it is you as leader that has to be present in the training hall to train those that are either done or waiting for their turn during Breeding Week," Eric said. Yunho nodded in understanding, but frowned,
"I have a night class."
"Sungjong has already informed your teacher of the issue, so your teacher has adjusted his test and exam schedule to fit with your training schedule," Eric answered and Yunho nodded slowly.
"If you don't have any more questions, then let's go meet with your team. They're waiting for you at the training hall," Tony said. Yunho followed the three males into the training hall where his team sat waiting for them. When Yunho was given the clipboard of the names, he scanned every single face and recognized one male in particular.
After going through each introduction, he finally knew the name of the boy he had always saw as Changmin's roommate. Kim Kibum.
-x-
Yoochun headed back to the library after a disappointing conversation with Seungri. He hoped he would get the answers he need easily, but the other man made things difficult by proposing something in return. He tried to request the information through the computer database in the library, but the staff wouldn't allow him to see them without a proper excuse.
He even thought about going to Junsu and talking about what happened with the boy, but he knew that the other would be stubborn about the issue. But then it left Jaejoong. He saw firsthand of how vulnerable the boy could be and knew that if he asked about the other's past, it would be a repeat of that night and he didn't want to see Jaejoong in so much pain again.
"I'm all out of ideas," Yoochun sighed, lighting a cigarette outside the dorm building and leaned against the pillar as he stared at the night sky. Then his eyes traveled over to the dorm building a few yards away and quickly casted his eyes away. He couldn't give in so easily. He shouldn't have to resort to such measures just to learn about Jaejoong's past. He shouldn't, but he wanted to understand his soulmate so much.
Before he had time to think things through, he found himself walking towards the dorm building and heading into the elevator.
"You'll be back."
Yoochun steadied his breathing when he arrived on the second floor. He made the familiar walk to Seungri's room and knew that the other man would still be up.
He took a shaky breath and knocked on the door. He heard the footsteps and saw the door opening. Seungri stood on the other side with a knowing smile on his face.
Disgusting.
Yoochun clenched his hands into fists as his side when he walked further into the room and heard the door closed behind him.
"Now . . ." the voice was low and close at his ear.
Yoochun stiffened when arms wound around to his front and felt a body against his back. The fingers unbuttoned his shirt as he felt lips on his neck,
" . . . Let's see what you have to offer."
-x-
A/N: Kim Kibum from Super Junior and not Key from SHINee.
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What does he hope to gain?
He talks about Yunho being unfaithful to him but he goes and sleep with Seungri all because of his obsession to find out about Jaejoong's past.
I think that is a really stupid and foolish reason to be unfaithful.
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And Yoochun has already settled the "unfaithful" issue about Yunho with Changmin. So he sort of forgives Yunho. And the deal with Seungri was after the fact. Although, I don't count what Yoochun is doing with Seungri as an act of unfaithfulness. =/
Like I said in my author's note, new drama will be arising soon.
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cant wait for more
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