Only You [3/??]

[miri_uchiha]

Title: Only You
Pairing: Yunho/Yoochun, Changmin/Jihyo, Junsu/Jaejoong
Genre: Romance/Drama/Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Incest
Idea: Plot idea by Serkadios@nanowrimo.org
Summary: The human race has split into two nations; one for men and the other for women. The government has stripped them all from anything sexual pertaining to the opposite sex. So, how will love prevail in a society so broken and will anyone ever bring the community back to the way it was before?
-x-


The next morning, Yoochun woke up in his boyfriend's arms. With a quick look at the clock, he detached himself from the older boy and walked out of the room. He still couldn't get over the fact that the officers were now becoming quite deadly with their punishments.

He went down to the dining hall where he found the boy that Yunho had been talking about the other day. But when the boy turned around, he gasped at the sight of a black eye that stood out against the boy's milky skin.

"What happened to you?"

"Huh? Oh, it's Yunho's boyfriend," the boy said.

"I'm Park Yoochun," Yoochun greeted the boy. The boy nodded in greeting also,

"Shim Changmin."

"So what happened to your eye?" Yoochun wondered. Changmin took a bite of his food,

"I was hit."

"Who hit you?" Yoochun asked, taking a seat across the young boy.

"My floor officer," Changmin answered. Yoochun frowned in confusion,

"Why? A good boy like you must've listened to the rules, so why did you get hit?"

"It's because I didn't listen," Changmin whispered. Yoochun stopped,

"You . . . didn't? But I thought --"

"I asked them if I could see Jihyo-nuna again and they told me that I couldn't. That I shouldn't be making demands like that. So I asked them why and that's when they hit me," Changmin explained and Yoochun listened in anger. Then he remembered what Yunho had told him about the conversation between Jaejoong and the boy,

"I heard that Jaejoong told you the truth."

"Hmm? Oh . . . the fact that I can't choose who I have sex with? Yeah, but I thought he was joking around," Changmin laughed even though it sounded hollow to Yoochun.

Yoochun frowned, "You thought Jaejoong-hyung was joking?"

"Yeah . . . I mean, he's always teasing me. So I thought that it was another way for him to get at me. But the good thing about getting hit was, that they didn't allow me to go with my section. They were worried that if the females saw me, they would develop feelings for me. They would want to "mother" me as they said. But a part of me wanted to see Jihyo-nuna last night despite the bruise on my face . . ." Changmin pouted. Yoochun wanted to hug the boy close, but he stopped himself.

"Hey, hyung? Have you ever had the same person twice?" Changmin asked. Yoochun was taken a back by the question,

"N-No . . . I don't think I did . . . Why?"

"Oh . . . Nevermind, hyung," Changmin sighed and finished the rest of his food. He stood up with his empty tray, but before he could leave, Yoochun stopped him with a hand on his arm,

"You can't have Jihyo-nuna back, that's the truth Changmin-ah. You have to start forgetting about her."

Changmin sucked his cheeks in anger, "I can't. Every time I close my eyes, I see her. I think about her everyday. Wondering if she's okay, if she's eating well, or sleeping well. I constantly want to know how she is."

"You're in love . . ." Yoochun let his hand slip from the other's arm.

"Love?" Changmin was confused. Yoochun shook his head and stood up, patting the other's shoulder,

"It's nothing, Changmin-ah. Pretend you didn't hear that. Now, don't get yourself into trouble again, you hear?"

Changmin nodded dumbly and watched the older boy walk out of the dining hall.

"I'm in love with Jihyo-nuna?"

-x-

"Am I allowed back?"

Jaejoong looked up from his homework to see his boyfriend and roommate creeping in from the open slot at their door. He sighed and turned back around, a silent sign that indicated he could come in. So Junsu quickly let himself into the room and locked the door, a goofy smile plastered on his face. He wrapped his arms around the older boy's shoulders, avoiding where the newly carved words were etched,

"I missed you. I couldn't sleep at all last night knowing you weren't next to me."

Jaejoong froze slightly and touched the other boy's arm in understanding,

"Where did you sleep last night?"

"Changmin's room. I had to wake up an hour early before inspection came, and went to the dining hall. Did . . . did you get into trouble when they didn't find me here?" Junsu asked and Jaejoong shook his head,

"No. I told them that you were at breakfast."

Junsu laughed and hugged Jaejoong tighter, "I guess we really are made for each other. Who knew we had telepathic powers?"

Jaejoong smiled for the first time since their fight last night and opened a drawer where he pulled out a small container of ointment,

"Put this on for me?"

Junsu took the container into his hands, "If only you put it on me too."

-x-

"So there you are."

Yunho turned around and smiled when Yoochun walked up to him. Yoochun cocked his head as a smile appeared on his lips,

"You're still smoking?"

"You do too," Yunho said back and offered his lit cigarette. Yoochun plucked the burning stick and gave a puff before handing it back.

"So . . . are you going to tell me what's on your mind?"

Yoochun blew out smoke and sighed, "No."

"We're keeping secrets now?" Yunho asked and Yoochun flashed a glare at the other boy,

"How can you even say that? Just because I want to keep something to myself, it becomes a threat to you."

"Sorry, sorry," Yunho sighed. He let a few minutes of silence fall between them before he spoke again,

"If I tell you something, will you share what's going on in your mind?"

Yoochun watched as Yunho took another drag from his cigarette,

"That depends if it's relevant to what I plan to share."

Yunho pouted, "Ah . . . so you're that desperate to keep it a secret, huh?"

Yoochun sighed, "It's not something one can casually talk about."

Yunho chuckled, "At least I know that it's something serious."

"So . . . something happened yesterday? Did you meet the girl you saw last month?" Yoochun wondered and Yunho shook his head, stubbing out his cigarette into the metal railing,

"Something else. Something that have been weighing on my mind lately. I had my thoughts and assumptions about the issue, but I didn't think that there would be someone else who shared the same ideas. So it was . . . interesting."

Yoochun watched his boyfriend's lip curl into a smile, almost as if remembering a cherished memory. A nagging feeling wormed inside his body.

"I see . . ." He held in the words that he wanted to say. He didn't want Yunho to think of him as a weak lover who gets jealous easily over trivial things.

"So I told you my side of the story, now you tell me yours."

"Hey . . ." Yoochun sneered when he realized what his boyfriend was doing,

"You didn't say anything specific. So it doesn't count."

Yunho chuckled, "And here I thought you fell for it. Ah, my Yoochun is so smart."

Yoochun struggled in his boyfriend's hold, "I don't need to be smart to see what you're pulling."

"But seriously . . ." Yunho sighed, dropping his head on Yoochun's shoulder and tightening his arms around the latter's waist,

"I want to know what's making you sad."

-x-

Changmin paced up and down the hallway and fidgeted a few times at a particular door. He still couldn't forget Jihyo. He wanted to see her so badly. Ever since he saw the older girl, he had been thinking about her constantly. And the talk he had earlier with Yunho's boyfriend had him confused. The word 'Love' wasn't something that he grew up knowing. So, when he had heard such a word uttered from the older boy's mouth, he immediately went to find out what it meant. But the books in the library held no answers to his questions. He couldn't understand what the words meant.

So here he was, standing in front of the room that was occupied by the most detestable hyung he had ever met.

"It's not like I'm submitting to him. I just need to ask him what love is and ask him why I can't see Jihyo-nuna. I know that it's more than just not allowing one to care about the opposite sex, so I can't accept that explanation. I need to know more."

With a confirmed nod, Changmin knocked on the door and waited. He could hear rustling beyond the door and then the sound of footsteps approaching. The door finally opened and the very person he hoped to talk to, stood there.

"Oh, it's little Minnie."

Changmin growled, "Don't call me that."

His eyes hardened when he felt soft fingers caress his cheek.

"I wish my skin was still this soft," Jaejoong whispered with a frown.

Changmin bristled on the spot. He would've told the other boy where he stood with males touching him, but he needed the older boy's help.

"You haven't run away yet, that's strange. And what happened to your eye?" Jaejoong wondered, dropping his hand to his side.

"Jae, let the poor boy inside. It's rude of you to let him stand outside in the hallway."

Changmin perked up at the voice of the other boy in the room. Jaejoong frowned at the change in the young boy's face and closed the door when Changmin moved further into the room.

"I don't know how you do it, Su. You always managed to make people like you with one single sentence while everyone cringes at me whenever I say something."

Junsu chuckled at his sulking boyfriend as Changmin took the seat next to him on the bed. Jaejoong huffed and sat on his own mattress,

"Okay, Minnie. Speak. You never come to us without Yunho by your side. So, it must be something really serious. And tell us what happened to your eye."

Changmin wrung his hands together in nervousness, "I have no one else. Yunho-hyung avoids the situation whenever he can and I know that you'll take advantage of any attention that you can. So, I'm here."

Junsu guffawed next to Changmin, "Yup, Jae's such an attention whore."

Jaejoong glared, "Am not."

"Are too, don't lie," Junsu smirked and Jaejoong frowned,

"Hey . . . you're my boyfriend so you have to be on my side . . ."

Changmin cleared his throat to stop the couple from bickering and looked at Jaejoong,

"I'm not here to talk about my eye. Hyung, what you said yesterday . . . can you explain it to me some more? I want to understand why I can't see Jihyo-nuna."

Jaejoong sighed, "Not this again."

"Please," Changmin pleaded, "Yoochun-hyung said the reason why I keep on thinking about her, is because of love."

Jaejoong's eyes widened in shock and Junsu also looked equally troubled at the youngest's words as well.

"What's love?" Changmin asked. His eyes were innocent. Too innocent.

"There's no such thing as love. Yoochunnie just had a slip of the tongue, that's all. Don't think anything of it, okay?" Jaejoong quickly dismissed. But Changmin shook his head, he was adamant to his words,

"I heard him clearly. He said that I was in love with Jihyo-nuna."

"He was lying, okay!" Jaejoong shouted, jerking Changmin from his seat in surprise.

"H-Hyung . . ." Changmin stuttered when he was yanked harshly forward by the older boy and pushed out of the room.

"Don't you dare come back here talking about silly things like that!"

The door slammed in his face and Changmin couldn't help but break down in tears in the middle of the hallway.

-x-

After the shocking incident, the room was filled with soft sniffles. Junsu looked over at his boyfriend's form on the bed who laid face down.

"Do you want me to do it? I know how much you care about the boy . . ." Junsu whispered and heard his boyfriend's muffled words after a while. He nodded,

"I'll do it. Don't worry. Changmin will be back to his naive self by tomorrow."

Junsu exited the room and headed down to the first floor of their dorm building to the administrator's office. He stepped into the room and the men there stared up at him with empty gazes. With clenched fists, Junsu stared back,

"I need to report something."

-x-

"You know what's the good thing about breeding week?" Yunho breathed against his boyfriend's lips. Yoochun crashed their lips together, teeth knocking against each other,

"I don't care."

"It's because it makes us long for each other that much more," Yunho lay a trail of nips and kisses down the other's throat, stopping to lick at his boyfriend's adam's apple.

"Ugh, just fuck me now," Yoochun clawed at the taller boy's back. Just when Yunho was about to comply to his boyfriend's wishes, their door opened.

"Hyung . . ."

Yoochun glared up at Yunho, "You didn't lock the door?"

"Baby . . ."

Yoochun smacked him on the shoulder, "How could you forget?!"

"Hyung . . ." the voice whimpered again. Yunho sighed and got up from the body beneath him and ruffled his short hair,

"What's wrong, Changmin-ah?"

The young boy stood by the door, body hunched together as if afraid to interact with his surroundings. Yoochun sat up and buttoned up his dress shirt,

"Changmin? Did something happen?"

From far away, he could see wet streaks on the boy's cheeks. The young boy looked so vulnerable, body shaking slightly and it didn't help that the boy was sporting a black eye. But before he could get out of bed, he had an armful of the young boy.

"Hyung . . ."

Yoochun rubbed the boy's back hesitantly while looking over at his boyfriend in concern.

"Tell us, Changmin. Did someone bully you?"

Changmin shook his head and buried himself into his hyung's warmth. Just when Changmin's body had relaxed, there was a knock on the door. Yunho went over to open the door and there stood his floor officer.

"Yes?"

The man noticed another person in the room and smirked, "We found him. Thank you for your participation, Jung Yunho. You will be rewarded accordingly. Get him, guys."

The security guards stormed in and yanked Changmin from Yoochun's arms. The young boy cried out from the pain when the pull dislocated his shoulder.

"You're hurting him!" Yoochun shouted, trying to get Changmin back. Yunho, a bit more composed, turned to his floor officer,

"Is there a reason why you're treating Changmin this way?"

"Other than rewarding you, I'm not obligated to tell you anything Jung Yunho. So stay out of it," the man stated and walked out, the two security guards followed behind as they dragged the now limp boy.

Both Yunho and Yoochun were hot at their heels, trying to reason with their floor officer. They followed them down until they were prevented from entering the basement next to the administrator's office.

"If you know what's good for you, stay out of this area. Employees only."

Yunho and Yoochun watched helplessly as the security guards dragged Changmin down the flight of stairs to the dark abyss below.

"What do we do now?" Yoochun whispered worriedly. He noticed the others around them weren't surprised with the scene that had just transpired; going about their way as if the shoutings hadn't happened. They were almost mindless beings now.

"We have to ask Jaejoong. Maybe he might know something," Yunho suggested.

"Jae? Why him?"

"He's a rebel. Maybe he might know the reason why Changmin was taken to the basement," Yunho said and moved to head back upstairs. Yoochun flashed back to last night and bit his lip. He turned to look back down at the basement.

"They can't be . . ."

He took a step down into the basement before he was pulled back roughly. He met Yunho's eyes who looked back at him in horror,

"What are you doing, Yoochun?"

"We have to save Changmin, Yunho," Yoochun said desperately but somehow Yunho found the words funny,

"Save? Punishments are given to those that deserve it. Changmin must've done something bad for them to search for him."

"Then you . . ."

"I just want to know what he did wrong," Yunho answered simply. Yoochun squared his shoulders and glared at his boyfriend,

"So you don't care about Changmin?"

"I do, baby. Why are you getting so angry?" Yunho wondered. Yoochun sighed and gave in, rubbing at his neck,

"They won't hurt him badly, will they?"

"Hopefully not, but they won't punish him in a place that will disrupt the breeding week process. So don't worry too much, okay?" Yunho said gently. Flashes of Junsu's burn, Jaejoong's carved back and Changmin's black eye made Yoochun want to spill his guts on the pristine, white floor. How could he not worry?

-x-

"Jae!"

The door opened and the couple on the bed looked up at their guests. Jaejoong hastily pulled his shirt down. Yoochun wrinkled his nose at the smell of minty ointment and passion fruit lotion. Junsu smiled brightly as if they hadn't been rudely disturbed,

"Oh, what's up you two?"

"Do you know what happened to Changmin?" Yunho asked. Both Jaejoong and Junsu's eyes dulled for a moment at the mention of the young boy, but it went unnoticed by Yoochun and Yunho.

"No," Jaejoong answered, "What happened to little Minnie? Is he sick?"

"You think we would come to you if Changmin was a little sick?" Yoochun huffed and Jaejoong's eyes softened,

"Why are you angry, Chunnie? I was just asking."

"Sorry," Yoochun ran a hand down his face. The stress was getting to him.

"It's just that . . . Changmin came to our room crying earlier and then our floor officer appeared at our door with security guards behind him. They took Changmin, no -- they practically dragged him out. I was appalled by their behavior. He's such an innocent boy, a good one. Why . . . Why would they take him away like that? It just doesn't make any sense to me. We thought you two might know something . . ."

For the first time since Yoochun had seen Junsu, the other boy looked offended and livid at his words,

"What are you trying to say, Yoochun? That because we're rebels to the "system", you automatically assume we have experienced the same situation before?"

"That's not --"

"You wouldn't get riled up if it didn't happen to you. So tell us," Yunho stepped forward.

"Well, you should know that we humans are not always perfect. So we already suspected that one day Changmin will make a mistake, resulting the "system" to come after him."

Yoochun glared at his best friend's nonchalant answer,

"He's only 17-years old!"

Jaejoong narrowed his eyes dangerously, "Age is meaningless when it comes to breaking rules."

Yoochun quieted when he remembered the scars on their backs.

"We just want to know if you have any ideas as to why they would take Changmin," Yunho stepped in again when he noticed that his boyfriend became silent.

Jaejoong sighed, "We don't know."

-x-

Down in the basement, anguish cries and pained moans were heard. Changmin's arms were chained to the ceiling as his body dangled mid-air, his toes barely touching the floor. Another whip mark was added to his milky skin. Changmin cringed away from the pain, fresh new tears streaked down blotchy cheeks.

"You know . . . You're the fourth person to ever come down here for a stupid reason," the man in front of him gripped his chin painfully. Changmin wanted to spit in the man's face. Although his body was drained of energy from the torture, his pride was still burning strong.

"Fourth? Stupid? What did I do that was so stupid? You know what's stupid? Your rules -- !"

He was backhanded. Changmin turned his head back to the man with a glare, his lip cut.

"Those eyes of yours . . . They would be a good addition to the army that I'm building. But I'm afraid your personality has to go. Teach him a lesson until he gets it!" the man shouted and smiled when Changmin let out a series of pained cries.

Hyung . . . Hyung . . .

-x-

A/N: Has someone gotten frustrated with me yet? Sorry for cockblocking 2U and not really writing out a full sex scene. It's just . . . I chickened out. There was supposed to be one full sex scene with 2U, and I even had it envisioned in my mind prior to writing the chapter . . . but when I translated it into words . . . I just felt really self-conscious and awkward. I mean, I don't mind imagining it, but it's a different issue when I have to actually describe it out to the fullest detail. It's not that I can't write it, it just . . . makes me feel awkward. And maybe there were some squirming and blushing thrown in there. So what I ended up doing was, either generally describe the sex scene or just cockblock them by having someone interrupt them. Sorry. T_T Although I won't guarantee it, I'll try my best to write it if there's a sex scene coming up.

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Comments

[sheiho23-5.livejournal.com]

Oh...

ok, I'm crying in a corner for Changmin ;;;;;;;
it's horrible how they treat all the males in that
place...

I think that you'll be able to write a complete sex scene any time soon. Don't worry. I just don't see necessary that now.

Thanks~

[miri-uchiha.livejournal.com]

Lol. I expected you would cry for Minnie. ^_^

And it's not just the males who are treated this way. The females too, but I haven't written about them yet. Soon, I'll show you guys their perspective.

[nuhcuys.livejournal.com]

i dont really care about the sex.... especially whne we already know they are so in love with each other!!!! hehe

btw... poor changminnie... kinda scared to fall for someone in here..and you what to be exclusive... i agreed with yunho in this.... i still believe in loyalty though..hehe

[miri-uchiha.livejournal.com]

^^ I guess you're right. It's just, I see lots of stories nowadays focusing around sex and thought I had to do the same.

It's good to fall in love, just as long as you don't tell anybody about it.

And remind me again what you're agreeing with Yunho about? XD

Don't worry . . . there will be loyalty of some type.

[nuhcuys.livejournal.com]

i agree when yunho said that they becoming long for more towards each other...

[miri-uchiha.livejournal.com]

Ah ~ ^_^ Yes.