I would be jealous too if I'm Jaejoong here since Changmin is really half naked for the SMT Halloween party.

My dear, did you talk to anyone about your depression? It's not a small matter especially if you have been self harming. of course I cannot fully comprehend what you are going through but please love yourself more. If you don't want to seek professional help, at least talk to your family or close friends? I hope you are able to overcome your depression soon. *HUGS*